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November 19, 2004

These Kinda Movies Scare Me

I am glad that I have never seen I Heart Huckabees. Maybe it reminds me of another movie like "Free to Be You and Me" which made life seem okay for, like, thirty minutes until I had to wake up to the harsh reality that it's NOT OK to cry, even if Barry White tells me otherwise.

As a child of the seventies, I think I am owed an apology.

All "Free to Be You and Me" was, was a license for our parents to go find themselves over asparagus dip and stewed oysters to later implore us to do the same.

It is unfair to ask anyone without a trust fund to buy these ideas. It's not OK to cry, and it's definitely not okay to be different or inflict your borderline tendencies on others whenever you feel like it.

November 15, 2004

The Feline Underground: Cat Ladies and How They Grow

This weekend, I had my first glimpse of what it might be like to be a cat lady. I went to a store called "The Yankee Cat" and deeply wish I hadn't, for fiscal as well as emotional reasons.

First, I had to buy a cat bowl. Cats, as it turns out, are prone to acne and will have a terrible adolescence if you let them drink or eat out of plastic bowls. So, I went to this store in search of a ceramic bowl. I'm already bored by my own description of this errand. Cat ladies, if you let them, will bore you.

My first upsetting sensory experience was not looking at the kitty-cat themed windchimes in the window, or the anticipation of having to hear them. Instead, in the way one knows you're in a victoria's secret, a pumpkin-cranberry-apple pie spice potpourri pottery barn, or a tire store (a smell I actually happen to like that also reminds me of being taken on errands as nothing more than an inconvenience and during a time when I had no responsibilites whatsoever) I knew I was in the domain of a cat lady. I'll happily leave the rest to your imagination, but I will tell you that cats the size of labrador retrievers had the run of the place. Their names, as far as I could tell, seemed to have a revolutionary war theme-- I decided that was their business, not mine.

Since I'd just taken in a stray and "surrendered" it, as they say, I thought I'd ask the cat lady what she knew of animal shelter practices. What I got in return was reassurance that all my assumptions were grossly incorrect, that, globally, most cats face a bleak future, and was asked if I cared to see all the cats she met in Italy. Would I? Of course!

Italian cats, while they do smoke like chimneys, drink like fish, and have an unhealthy obsession with olive oil, are much more beautiful than American cats. She even knew a cat who used her credit card to get a flight back to Florence. When she got home, Mrs. Revere was nowhere to be found.

November 12, 2004

Animal Fiends: The Draconian Methods of Animal Shelters

Last night I found a kitten with a mysterious wound underneath my car, and meowing hell for leather.

To get a sense of what fate has in store for stray animals in Pittsburgh, all you have to do is call various shelters and ask "so, what's your euthanasia policy?". I found out that a kitten with feline leukemia (okay, fair enough), a "mysterious wound", a cold (!) , or a bad personality can be euthanized upon surrendering it to a shelter.

Until last night, when I thought I was doing the right thing by putting him in my car, cranking up the heat, putting on a little easy-listening to soothe the kitten's tired nerves (actually, he made a complete circuit around the inside of my car-- perhaps finding a way to escape the hateful stereo), and took him home where I kept him in an old darkroom overnight, he probably had a fairly interesting kitten life. Now he's at the Animal Rescue League which I can best describe as not dissimilar to the bad kind of nursing home people will send their loved ones to when funds are tight. They did, however, promise not to kill my kitten as long as he remains healthy.

Because of me, he will no longer eat mice, have a girlfriend, or go wherever he wants to.

So, if anyone reading this would like to provide a home for this kitten, provided he makes it past the leukemia/personality/rabies/bad cold test, please e-mail me at jparsnip swirly a sign yahoo.com.

November 10, 2004

Kitties are Cute!

Remember sitting in class while the slow kid read or said something really stupid while the teacher patiently listened and wishing the world would move a little faster, feeling guilty and superior, all at the same time? Remember going to the zoo on a field trip and having to bear the embarrassment of that kid yelling near the panther habitat, "Look, he's going to the bathroom!"?

Do I really need to say it? That the election makes me feel like I'm in fifth grade again, but permanently?

If you remember any moment like that, you will remember that you were outnumbered. There were lots of stupid kids-- stupid kids who wanted to make your life more difficult. Stupid kids who somehow had power over you.
Power that was ineffable, but there all the same, and you had to, for the sake of survival, respect it.

So, here I am, all grown up and no longer under the illusion that all that ended with the 80's. I have a stomachache, a headache, pinkeye-- will any of these excuses make it go away? Can I stay at home now?

In conclusion, I give up. I think my kittens are cute.

November 06, 2004

Why Ohio was Never Good to Anybody-- Least of all, Tourists.

A favorite sport of mine at Kenyon was book fishing. I actually never came up with a name for it until now, and I wish I could find a better expression. "Book Fishing" sounds clunky and doesn't really get at the spirit of it.

Usually I had the best results at remainder tables or used book sales; letters from boyfriend to girlfriend could be found (I can remember a particular screed from a girl named Edna in 1957) tucked inside, used as a bookmark, a reminder of one's beloved who is so far, far away, having been returned to her parents' house as we all were.

Somewhere in the econ section of the library (a fertile place-- minimal turnover of books) I found a letter that unhinged me for weeks to follow. It was written from a father to his son, sometime in the 1970's. It read: "Dear Son, YOU ARE IN THE HANDS OF THE PHILISTINES. Please come home now. Love, Dad."

I sort of think we are all in the hands of the philistines now.

November 02, 2004

Voting Anxiety

Because I feel a bit dotty this morning, here is my election day haiku:

In November 2000
I drove to ohi-
Oh! Found out I didn't matter.